How can it be.....

So long that I stop blogging, too busy.... but something makes me start blogging again... this is just frustrating me and this is the best way to express my feelings...

As stated, How can it be... hw can a relation be so so fragile... treating ppl truly, concerning, caring is it a wrongful act? And yet, this end-up like what I'm having now... all the coldness.... I'm having so many 'WHY' in my mind now... who can help me solve it? or iS it unsolveable?.... sigh....
this is the coldest treatment I get from my simple caring truly from my heart... nt even a 'HI' ..... is strange than a 'stranger'.... from a very gud frenz.....

n Last 2 day, watched 2012 at midnight.... watching all the things happen when the end of the world is coming forward... I felt a sudden scared... not death.. is tons of things I never achieve, tells, do... n 'Appreciation' comes to my mind... What I wanted to say but untill now still haven't say it out.... I realized that if I never say it out till the expired date.. I will damn hell regret... but how can I have the chance to say it out.... sigh....
Hope n hope n hope, plz... the following things will be positive instead of negative... im enough of that.................